Monday, December 31, 2012

Memories and Blessings in 2012

It has been a great blessing for my husband and I in 2012. The second year of living down in South after more than 10 years for me and 3 years for my husband live in NYC Queens.

2012 has teach us a lot of things faith, love, patient and hope for the future.

A couple things I want to share that happened in 2012 :

1. Start doing a little ministry in our new church volunteer in Nursery Department.

2. Moving from one apartment to another apartment.

3. A couple of project and sell it on craiglist ( Praise God all SOLD )

4. Our 4th Anniversary we went around Charlottville, Va
Our nice Anniversary dinner at home
Still in our prayer and hoping in 2013 God will bless us with the baby.
Jeremiah 29:11"For I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.
Have a wonderful and blessing New Year everyone, May God Bless all of us in 2013 with wisdom and strength from Him alone.


Friday, December 14, 2012

Our Precious Time

This morning, as usual I woke up and have my devotion and quite time with the Lord.

After that, I have my coffee and checked facebook and email. Also, checked some of the blogs from the couponing to decorating blogs.
Put some stuff on ebay try to earn some money online. And do some house stuff, cleaning etc.

Not long after I had my lunch, I checked facebook again and so shocked to see some of friends status there is a shooting in Connecticut. The shooting happened in Elementary shool and killed about 27 people, 20 kids and 7 adult.
My eyes was teary when I put on the TV and see the news.
I still can not believe what I have heard but is true. My heart goes to those victims family and pray for them. May God give them comfort and peace.

I dont really know how to put in word but remember that God is in control and remind us He is Almighty. Most of the time we dont know why has to be all those little children, they dont know anything they are so inocent ??? Why and why...we will always have that question and most of the time we cant answer it only GOD knows the answer.

We never know when is our time will ending in this world. Our time is so precious use it wisely.
 I, myself really need this one I need more wisdom how to spend my time.
Again, my prayer and heart goes to all those victims in Newton Elementary School, CT.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012


It has been 10 years since you left this world and you are always in my heart. It was a cold morning on December 12, 2002, when I received the news that you departed from this world. I felt the world crumbling and falling apart. I keep telling myself that this is not true because we already lost Dad and now we lost our Mom ..? God, are you joking..? this cannot be true...there is some mistake here. Mom had been in the hospital for 12 days in a coma. The doctor said, there is nothing they can do to help her... not even if they did surgery.

I was here in the States for 2 years, since I heard you had a stroke and were in the hospital. Part of me just wanted to fly back to see you on the other side of the world, just to be there with you. Part of me said "you have to stay here because if something happens to Mom your brothers need you to support them financially". So, I decided to stay in the States because if I go back, there is only a 50/50 chance for me to come back because of my visa. I didn't want to take that chance. Don't ask me how hard it was, but sometimes in this life we are facing 2 choices that are really hard.

I kept praying and asking GOD "please help my Mom and give her more time in this world because we still need her". Once again, God said His will is not my will. His ways is not my ways.

There are a lot things that have happened in this past 10 years... "Mom, I wish you were here" see and be part of those stories but I know you are in a better place now with Jesus. I love you Mom and always will.

Mom you will always be part of me. You are the best mom. I wish God gave you more time, but I know you are happy with Jesus.... until we meet again MoM  !

Psalms 77:2 In the day of my trouble I seek the Lord; in the night my hand is stretched out without wearying; my soul refuses to be comforted.

Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand

Monday, December 10, 2012

Christmas Decorations in my Apartment

Christmas is my favorite Holiday beside Easter and New Year. I love to see all the pretty decorations. This year I try to decorate our apartment. This is the first Christmas we have in this Apartment.

I'm not sure what leaves these but I just made wreath out of it not bad after all the best of all is free :)(Inspire from Pottery Barn Magnolia Wreath )
Wreath from Hymnal Book
Bowl with pinecone and berries

Love Christmas !!!